July 12th 2024

I’m on alert indefinitely 

I confidently stand my position, defiantly 

I feel those familiar emotions rush through my veins and it overtakes me 

Never gone, always on hold

Fully medicated, but never healed

 Is there a life without anxiety? 

My authentic self is an imposter 

There is nowhere safe to go 

Let me frolic amongst the flowers, escape my mind, even if it’s just for a moment 

A moment of serenity 

However, I’m on alert indefinitely